For a long time I was suppressing my self and my connection to the spirituality. 

Actually, since my childhood I am feeling a very deep connection to the spirituality and all what is beyond the reality. At this time I was already conscious of all these incredible things that I feel and perceive today but that I couldn't really explain and put into words when I was kid. For different reasons : I grew up in a family that is not opened to the spirituality at all. For a long time I was feeling suppressed and I couldn't even share with them about spirituality or even express myself. I was feeling ashamed, scared, not normal to feel and see these unbelievable things. And of course for many years, when you grow up, your family, the society try to convince you that spirituality is actually not something you can take seriously - convincing you that spirituality is only for "hippies" and "drugged people". Today I understand the reason why society wants you to be the same than anybody else. Do you think an hippie is very "useful" in a western and capitalism society. ? Actually, he is not very useful in a society of profit and materialism. Society is afraid of these people who are different of the mass. These people who decide to take their own path. YES, it's possible ! Since you were born we show you the " right" path and since you are young you trust this society, thinking the society wants the best for you and will help you to expend your potential....but the sad reality is that this society is only based on capitalism, materialism, preasure, competition, sufferings, negativity.

Today I decided to take another path. The path I have decided. The path that I feel good for me. The path of my inner truth. The path of my heart.
Today I never felt so connected to the spirit of universe and all the beyond.
Today I am rediscovering the world under another perspective, the one I already had when I was child but that my family and the pressure of the society make me hidden. For so many years I was covering this beautiful intuition and this sacred connection to the universe with so many layers of bullshit

(materialism, education, old toxic patterns and habits..)
For so many years, I thought that LIFE was growing up in the path that your parents have decided for you, in the path that your education and the school system have decided for you, in the path that the society has decided for you. I thought it was my path to get a master degree like most of the students today-

I thought it was my path to get a permanent contract in a big company- I thought it was my path to have high blood pressure because of too much pressure at work- I thought it was my path to work 50 hours a week- I thought it was my path to have my own apartment and buy very fancy pieces of furniture -

I thought it was my path to spend money to buy fancy clothes - I thought it was my path to drink alcohol after work to have fun with people and socialize.- I thought it was my path to eat so much junk food and meat.
Today I am so happy to understand that NO this is not my path. This is not the path I have decided but the path that society decided for me. 
Today I take the responsability to choose my own path. After 15 months traveling, practicing yoga, meditation and being vegetarian I realize that all these new habits make me feel much more happy and free. Because I decided it. Today I decide to expend my inner potential and to be days after days even more connected to my inner truth. Today I take responsability of my thought, of my emotions, of my potential.

Reconnect myself to the spirituality is for me like reconnecting myself with my inner child. This child who used to be full of inspiration, ideas, curiosity, creativity, imagination- who was full of energy, love, and spontaneity - who was enjoying so much putting his hands in the soil and playing with the mud, playing with the sand, and FEEL. Feel the life trough his 5 senses' Enjoying touching different textures, enjoying discovering new taste, enjoying seeing animal shapes in the sky, enjoying seeing colors the eyes closed, enjoying listening music. Enjoying and expressing my happiness by laughing, running, dancing !
Today, by practicing yoga, Reiki and meditation everyday I find a deeper connection to my higher self and the spiritual world. Today I want to raise my consciousness higher and avoid this lower state of consciousness that the society suggest me. Negative thoughts are toxic for the world. Today I take the responsability to change myself. By changing yourself you are changing the world. We need to purify our heart, our thoughts, our body. We all deserve to be happy and free. For sure it's long path before being able to connect to your true self ( it requires a lot of courage, patience and perseverance) but that's the most incredible and beautiful thing that life can offer us. We are not on this planet only to get a monthly salary and spend our money in tax and clothes and pieces of furnitures and do like everybody else. We are here to expend our own truth, our own and highest potential.
Reach this point that makes you feel alive, happy content and really free.
Blessings from India to all my beautiful friends.